No, I'm not dead yet. I'm on everyday...I'm just not good about keeping up with my journal

After a long absence of art from moi, I am going to update it with maybe 1-2 pics today or tomorrow and they won't be colored...why?
A. I HAVE had a tablet before. Coloring without it is an impossible feat.
B. My scanner is shitty and won't work so i cant really scan my artwork into the computer either.
C. I'll just end up trashing it if I try to do it with my mouse. It's freaking hard

Maybe it will be colored...I don't know. Depends on my mood but it probably won't be

That's all for now, won't update my journal again for maybe another month or so HAHA. Like I said, I'm really bad about this stuff

LOVE YOU ALWAYS
N~ight

EDIT
I Take it back. The whole uploading art today or tomorrow. I have to take a picture of my artwork with a camera, upload it onto photoshop, do some MAJOR editing that takes a few hours, and THEN finally upload it on here for you people to see. Yes. Well. I'm not too sure that will be happening anytime soon. Mainly because I have a retarded camera and it does something absolutely HORRENDOUS to my artwork to the point where it CANNOT be edited. So, bear with me a while, I'll be uploading around...June? Mid-June-ish. If I'm lucky. My tablet is coming all the way from South Korea and I live here in the U.S. so it may take a while.

K. I'm done with my complaining/mini rant. Believe me, I'm not usually like this

~LOVE U GUYS~
N~ight